MO_Ody

Been sooo moody lately. The Water Dragon may be auspicious and will bring good luck to many people but I think the Dog will suffer during the first few months. I get upset over the smallest things and some of my colleages at the office had been the victim of my mood swings.

Everything seem so irritable and I just want to lash out at someone and make them suffer. So badly.

But i still have a grip, a loose one at that over my temperament. And so far, I've apologized to those I might have lashed out at. They were just around me at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Anyway, i think the last year's stress has started to take it's toll on me. I've been patient for so long and i took people's bull*hit at work and make it right for them. But you can't go on testing one's patience and continuously drive them off the wall because a person can only take so much and then kaBOOM! they explode.

*deep breath in... and out...*

OK OK...I must remember to eat some ice cream this evening to calm me down...oopsss....

:: Currently listening to Lite FM and it's soothing and feel good songs.. hoping it'll make me feel better